Hey there, I'm Ali. I'm 17 years old. I'm a walking existential crisis. I love to write and read and draw and paint and listen to music much too loudly, as long as it gets me away from where I am.

 

I keep trying to write about last night. The moon was so bright, and the clouds cleared up so I could see the stars. And that’s what I wanted, wasn’t it?

But you were there, and that made it very different. And it was very cold. Who knew June would be so cold? 

I can’t figure out what happened last night. It makes my stomach hurt. One minute, I’m really happy about it, and the next, I’m terribly sad.  

Last night left me with a lot of questions. The only things I know are that I’m exhausted, I have really bad karma, and I miss you. 

zooeyclairedeschanel:

i like you so much that when i see you i get a boner not like a penis boner but a boner in my heart. a heart boner.

You know what’s kind of beautiful?

In French, you don’t really say, “I miss you.”

You say, “Tu me manques,” which is closer to, “You are missing from me.”

I love that. “You are missing from me.” You are a part of me, you are essential to my being. You are like a limb or an organ, or blood. I cannot function without you.

(Source: timorleste)

I’m one of those people that you have to keep your eye on or I’ll wander off into the woods and forget to come back.

Jack White  (via considerthishippie)

Often when I imagine you
your wholeness cascades into many shapes.
You run like a herd of luminous deer
and I am dark, I am forest.

Rainer Maria Rilke, The Book of Hours I (via slychedelic)

(Source: freyjageist)

I have stupid SATs tomorrow morning and I really should get a good nights sleep but the heavy rain sounds so nice, so I think I’m going to curl up under my covers and read a book with a flashlight and listen to the rain, yes that sounds much much better.

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Well this internet creeper is VERY proud of you! Awesome work and just the fist of many, many future accolades.

thank you, thank you :’) 

this is the best kind of creepiness, folks :p

One more week of school and then I don’t have to wear a bra for like 3 months woohoo